lmao

Who thought descriptive papers would be so tedious. I am writing but so many mistakes and so many to keep in mind.

I had a dream. A dream like any other. It was a happy dream.

after hours of talking with gemini and Claude in perplexity I finally have what I wanted. A fully working session recorder while writing on my diary app.

My phone is finally fixed. It’s display was broken. I have set it up now completely.

My diary app is becoming a fully featured. I need to do polishing. Maybe someday I’ll make a page that showcases its features. To the future me… Do I still use this web app? or have I quit using it.. or I don’t write diary now?

Govt wants to divert Ganga’s water to yamuna to dilute pollution. Are govt officials retarded or what

Rule 34 will have new meaning when AI becomes very good (soon)

Huge improvements to my Journal app.

• Graph page is much more prettier, new graph, word heatmap.
• New map page that shows entries by location.
• Backend changes, no more localstorage, it now stores in a local db. (No storage limits)
• images are no longer heavily compressed, just lossess compression.
• Export is now Zip, images are exported as binary
• New more page, with a sleep analysis page, fetches sleep data and displays on editor.

I hope the day goes good. Please. I am not a terrible person. I want it.

I feel melancholic now. It shouldnt happen. But here it goes.

I am so slow in maths. I have to do 50 questions in 30mins. But so far i can only do half. Sigh!

I gave a mock, its live ig? Idk when the results will come out. :-;

Almost 8 hours battery backup with 3 year old battery and 4000mah capacity. Using microg only no google play services

I couldn’t go to give the exam because it was in Birbhum like wtf bro its so farr

I got 73.9 and cut off is 74.9.. I didnt get for 1 marks. Wow. Wow

I made a Journal webapp for my personal use, it works offline, can be installed. You can use it: https://diary.sudipx.in

Generative ai (image) still sucks at human faces. 😭

Idc what others say but AI is goood

Why is the cold back again?

I swear, gemini 3.0 is sooo good. I am making apps for personal use non stop. Hehe

I completely forgot that I have to cook today, sigh. Plans for the whole day has been changed.

Today for the first time i got such high marks in mocks. Im improving.

Even after getting 96th percentile im still not shortlisted for cbt 2. Thats competitive exam for you.

3 more days for the exam, the anxiety might come back

Okay so finally the web app is somewhat complete. I am happy. Next time I’ll think of adding images.

I hope this works well, posting from my new react app. hehe

New gemini 3 is soooo cool. They fixed so many problems

My Project Ideas

• Build a mood tracker
• Learn Rust
• Update portfolio

Check out React

I want to move to databases, so it would be all in one journal. Is it good idea?

This is a new test post.

trial 8, finally db got updated.

I’ll fix it later, Lazyyy

I changed some backend to make this microblog ready for mastodon posts. works?

In maths, time is my biggest enemy

First time trying derma roller on the face, let’s see what happens.

cloudflare was down, that means my website was also down, sigh

I need to integrate mastodon comments to this microblog. 🫠

With AI tools getting so good its easier than ever to build forums using simple free technologies. I wish we lived in web 1.0 😞People would have visited my forum if i made.

Milk powder solidifies in boiling temp, my theory is that the protein is what becomes solid. I should remember this knowledge next time I make coffee

I have cold. sigh

I started reading Srikanta its a adventure novel. I really shouldn’t read adventure novel. My mid twenties blood wants rush.

I have been binge watching youtube too much lately, my attention span and boredom tolerance is fucked. I feel guilt now. I should meditate.

my dreams are now becoming less nightmare and more of a happy dreams. I hope they come true!!

I finally have a proper analytics tool for my website. Its umami. Hosted on vercel. I should write a tutorial on how to do it. Mhihi im happy. But studies took a back seat today.

Even after 3 years of studying Zoology, when you talk about penguins i think of linux.

I found a very good web browser based on gecko. It has tor integration (wow) and containers!!! (wow wow) Here is the url of the github repo. https://github.com/FaFre/WebLibre.git I should try using it for a week.

I cant sleep but i need sleep really bad rn. My nose is watering, fucking allergy (or cold maybe?)

My coding decoding skills are so bad.

I thought these are rare, but Sam said no

I have so much to study, and it feels like not enough. Where did my enthusiasm go?

Check this site, https://frills.dev/about/ I frigging love it.

I had nightmares again after a long time🙂

I miss her, i miss her so much, i should not have talked about it. Sigh

What happened to me? I am overthinking so much nowadays

I had the best day ever:) I like you

In swiggy where they used to show a bike in the map when delivering, its now showing a train. Apparently i get my food by train

Using R2 and vercel to make an gallery website feels hard. I want to sleep now.

Im just this close, like really really really close. But not sure if ill be able to clear it. Or maybe I’ll have to wait one more year and my dreams would be crushed.

Yep, I cannot sleep tonight

My sleep schedule is getting fixed, hehe!

Dreams again, and i remember it well. I feel like all the progress I have made has been undone. I just dont wanna sleep again. Sorry

The coffee I made today just now is so perfect!!

I want to make a quiz for people to tell them if I think they would be a friend of mine.. I have ideass

I need to order a few things online. Why does it feel like a chore

I need to fix my sleep, otherwise these nightmares will kill me

From my room to washroom, I have to take a small walk, (20-30meters maybe?) At night it is completely dark. I love it.

I have updated my status page theme. (AGAIN!)

I want add stickers functionality to my posts. How do I do it?

I need to change this place, its disgusting

Happy Gandhi Jayanti + International Non-Violence day

I’m down. And I know why

tomorrow I’ll know if I have been a lazy person or actually studied anything

What is it about this girl that shes gives me nightmares whenever i talk to her? I swear it was normal talk i didnt even think anything extra

Why play video games when you can make the game while playing?

Making the new website maybe exactly what That can let me abandon this specific bad habit

I want to eat whatever the fuck and sleep, im too tired

I got a feline guest today when I was eating. Too bad, I didn’t have anything to offer cuz I was finished. She/He took the fish bones and left. Hope she/he comes back again tomorrow

Coffee raw without milk or sugar allows me to skip the coffee nap, although i can still sleep

I am for whatever reason so fucking weak. My legs hurt, my hands hurt

I have never felt this slow in my life. I have no idea how to improve speed. I need food rn

I drank glucond and i think it made me energetic to do maths

My wifi was off till 12pm afternoon, i just realised how much of my study is dependent on internet.

Darker tone of lipstick looks ugly on fair skinned girls

🤣

Coffee and _ has fixed my sleep schedule.

Why does some websites go out of their way to disable paste when logging in?

Whats with girls and poetry?

When everything from your childhood goes away one by one and all youre left with are memories to keep you company while donating your organs one by one waiting to be “completed” Book: Never Let Me Go

so Apple has copied Pixel this year

Do not think about meeting. [] You know what type of person she is. gEt cLoSe BuT dOnT gEt FeEliNgS, i’d rather not get close

Here’s few rules to follow:

1. Avoid talking about sex
2. Avoid talking about relationships.
3. Dont get too friendly.
4. Dont start the conversation.
5. Dont ignore studies for texting.
6. Texting is also a drug

Am i getting used? I dont know. What can i lose if i end contact? Probably nothing. Why is she back?

I want to end contact slowly and silently, no more making a scene.

Yep, i should have forgotten her for good.

hiii

Sooooooo. what’s up?

Everything should be fine

hihi

After doing little bit of maths revision My maths score improved. But gk💀 Chii

I need to be proactive than reactive

Never let me go. Good book so far.

I sometimes hate her and sometimes talk with her. Idk if i like her or not. I probably shouldn’t

I should stop. I need to study. But cant fucking hell.

My books website is kinda complete for my personal use. Its now live

Studyyyyyy! But i wanna slleep

My book tracker website now looks much better and has a public ui. Check it out.

I am making silly mistake. I do not think im in right mood to study.

Im exhausted. But still have to study.

I have to remember this when i talk with someone.

My exam is veryyyy near. I should not do any coding now. Also, someone cracked my password in that book website.

I hate how you sleep while drying your clothes outside and rain comes and wets them again

I am starting to understand why database was invented. Its so much easier to work with.

I have so many plans to add to my books website. Writing it down here so i dont forget.

1. Proper login a public ui and logged in ui.
2. Show books that read on one day, one month and one week.
3. Ability to showcase certain quotes from a book at top of the ui.
4. Automatic export to a github repo.

Thanks it. Good night.

I have made my own book tracker web application, because all the other sux. Here it is: https://book-tracker-blond-iota.vercel.app/

I should have started revising before. Its taking time. Two hours and still havent finished time and work chapter. Skip more?

I have to complete one more chapter of math. I have to. There is no way I can complete revision if I don’t at least two in a day.

Studying is hard. Sigh. But i have to. I want to clear pre at least

I didnt get enough sleep, I am gonna get a headache.

Hope ❤️

Shawshank Redemption book is just as good as the movie. I think i found my next favorite author.

Some birds are not meant to be caged, that’s all. Their feathers are too bright, their songs too sweet and wild. So you let them go, or when you open the cage to feed them they somehow fly out past you. And the part of you that knows it was wrong to imprison them in the first place rejoices, but still, the place where you live is that much more drab and empty for their departure.

For something that i cannot tell, i feel so blessed right now. Thank you. And good night.

I am so hungry rn. But food isnt ready.

Even chatgpt sucks at some reasoning which im doing, how am i supposed to do then under 30seconds?

I’m reading the book of Shawshank Redemption. My first stephen king book.

Bad wifi is so annoying

You know some birds are not meant to be caged, their feathers are just too bright.

You know some birds are not meant to be caged, their feathers are just too bright.

Im contemplating between studying or sleeping. I should not have stayed awake for so long last night.

I hate her. It feels like she talks only when she needs me. Fuck you A. I’ll ignore till tomorrow.

I think the more i post here the more i get the urge to change something. Weird me.

I literally stopped using gitjournal, this custom made website just to post to my status is cool af. Im yet to add a domain.

I have no idea how poeple post so much on their social media. I feel like a boomer.

Tags and tags page does not work rn. But yeah not gonna solve it today. Good night.

I cannot stop changing my status website theme. Sigh, here is the new one.

Google photos now has a auto frame option, uses ai to frame the picture.

No offense

Good Night. Im tired

Helooo

hii

Helooooo

Can you see this drawing?

I did not study much today, Firstly because I stayed up late yesterday night (something like 1am to sleep) and today also spent time making things on the web. Haha

2nd guestbook test.

This is a test guestbook entry.

I studied so little today. I need to do maths 🫠

After a long work. Its done. My ui is live. It is much better than posting through gitjournal. I’ll add domains and fix the timing tomorrow. Good night for now. Its late.

This should Work. The timing is off. I am going to sleep.

This is 2nd test to check if everything is working. This include an image.

This is a test message that I’m posting from my website. This is edited, should work perfectly.

You should see unity between oposition and ruling party when it comes to Indian Foreign Policy. I love my country!

This website is cool af. Check it out

Finished Me Before You by Jojo Moyes. Good love story.

I hate ny memory

Sigh. https://www.nytimes.com/2025/08/26/technology/chatgpt-openai-suicide.html

One of the best reads: Relativity of Wrong

I have updated my blog ui. It now looks like NCERT book. I have attached the images below.

Issues regarding my website to mastodon posts is now fixed. It should all look normal in mastodon.

I made grilled chicken legs, for the first time.

You can check my website analytics here. I have self made, this using AI, vercel functions and Turso db.

You can check my website analytics here. I have self made, this using AI, vercel functions and Turso db.

My performance tanked because i did not give mock for a long time. I need to study maths. And give mock everyday

Literal webring: https://tilde.club/~notjosh/

Indie website’s webmasters, please add some kind of contact info. I come across so many great sites and want to contact them, but alas!

This should fix all errors. Hello from the website.

My website is now fully integrated with Mastodon. Any new post on this website will be posted automatically to my mastodon account. Currently plain text, no hyperlinks or images. To the people who’s seeing it on mastodon and not on my website, well Hi, nice to meet you.

I have made a website for shortening url. Heres what looks like Image. Check one url from it: https://go.blackpiratex.com/scsb6C4 Password: password

I have made a url shortner site for my personal use. It uses vercel functions and turso db. Here is what it looks like.

Use this to publish obsidian notes. https://quartz.jzhao.xyz/

If you think of ai as a tool, it is good. I am having such a blast making tools using ai. It reminds me of tom scotts a video about api.

I am making a social media webisite. Right now It is very basic. Here is a screenshot. It also has live chat feature using Ably.

Screenshot 1 screenshot 2

Brings back circa 2020 memories. ❤️

My blog Now has proper comments. Hehe. It uses database and fully functional without js.

My gallery website finally has a functional like button. I am awake till now because of that. Addiction baby!

Wplace.live

It’s a live map of thr world where everyone can draw with pixels and create art

Same like reddit R/place

Credit: Debarun

My gallery website has been revamped.

I want to revamp my gallery website but its taking too much time.

New Blog post: Ranchi Experience.

I went to Ranchi few days ago, here is some key insights.

Has a video inside it. https://blog.blackpiratex.com/ranchi-experience/

I slept through whole day yesterday. Sill my body hurts

Happy Independence Day!

Last year I spent start of the Independence day by finishing India’s struggle for independence. This year I’m traveling on train.

Exan went good. First time visiting a new state

Im at (redacted) right now.

There is update on websites. The music.blackpiratex.com has been revamped. I have made a web app using gemini. https://last-fm-app.netlify.app/ If i get bored ill make again.

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Dreams :(

Does not matter what happens you should always be in the right path. But does that gurantee happiness? Our mind is source of all sadness and all the hapiness. My desire to suffer less may be the cause of the sufferings.

Living is hard, dying is easy. But what does life give that death doesnt? Everytime when i fear suffering I turn back to buddhism, thousands of years ago people had the same problem like we have now. What did technology achieve then?

Im going to meet my girl on her birthday!! I dont care whatever happens.

I just finished Sapta.Sagaradaache.Ello.Side.A. Holy shit its good. I am even more convinced that happiness lies somwhere other than money. No I do not think its love, but something else. I hope i dont get dreams tonight.

CGL postponed to Sep first week. I should do maths and reasoning in these days. 200 reasoning each chapter.

Make a cool facts about me widget on my main website (use embed? and status website together?)

Google have rolled out end to end encrypted location history timeline, I guess i should use it.

If anyone knows any way to record location history like that on google maps please tell me.

I know one way to fall asleep faster. But its controversial.

I sometimes regret coming home. Sigh

I got scared of my own reflection

Website to do:

• Make embed page for status site.
• Make an embed page for my music site and integrate to main site.

Good night:) this status website is now fully integrated into my main homepage. Sweet dreams.

https://einthusan.tv/intro/ South Indian Movie site.

Judiciary is probably most corrupt organ of the government.

I have no idea how people do 5-6 hours of class at one sitting. Sigh

Firefox finally fixed their tab ui, it is so much better now.

I need an app that can track my location like google location history but it would be private

Twos is a good app but so laggy. Sigh. It has potential. Idk if ill be using it or nah.

Im looking for a task app that ill actually use.

I didnt study whole day.

1. Watched some videos that gave me nightmare. (And yeaterday i told someone that my nightmares are over.)
2. Tried to install microg but failed.
3. Onlyoffice documents is really good. Can replace google sheets.
4. Tried to password protect website using cloudflare zero trust but again failed.

Im so fraustated rn.

Hurrah! My website now has a guestbook. Please sign it here, https://guestbook.blackpiratex.com

First night at Midnapore, so far so good.

First night at Midnapore, so far so good.

Trying to make an app that would help me to push updates to this website. Hope it works.

Trying to make an app that would help me to push updates to this website. Hope it works.

Damn, I have posted so little last year.

Damn, I have posted so little last year.

Instead of making my website pretty, i should focus on buiding more features.

Ideas that i may wanna implement.

• Timeline or Calendar View: - Generate a calendar heatmap showing volume of posts per day/month (e.g. GitHub‑style activity grid) or a vertical timeline view for easier browsing.
• Search or Filterable UI:- Install client-side search (like Algolia/Tipue or simple Lunr.js) to allow users to search within statuses or filter by keywords, tags, or date.
• Author & Metadata Display:- Although it’s your personal feed, optionally display additional metadata: device used, approximate mood (e.g. emoji), location (if relevant), or a sortable “reaction” metric.
• Random Thought" Generator:- Add a button: “Give me a random thought” It loads a random status using Hugo’s .Shuffle or JavaScript.
• “Printed Mode”:- Add a /print version of your feed: Clean, typographic-only version Could be printed and saved as an annual “status diary”. Bonus points for cover page + yearly summaries
• A goals tracker. Make a workflow to upload study times to website.
• mood tracker?
• audio and video support?

The yearly archive does not work. It would be added once i get time some other day.

Website looks like this now;) Click to view image

Did some minor improvements that ought to speed up the website. Lowered the image quality, haha

Goodbye Bankura.

Im so weak at reasoning. Taking me more than 3 mins to complete one.

Im having the dreams again. My teacher is a communist and somehow leaked to a stranger that he is communist. There was a trick to calculate distance of something by using a very small amount of sand. You have to use an arrow and throw it so it touches only the top of the sand. I was begging the guy not tp harm my teacher. I have no idea if he was on side of us or against us.

Im cooking chicken and using a lot of lemon juice to marinate, lets see if I can get texture like resturants.

Its so late, somehow fixed. I should sleep now. Gd night.

Website now has on this day page. It should refresh everyday.

Website now has on this day button. Happy exploring.

Website now looks like this. All thanks to Gemini.

What if, What if I make a ai chatbot that is trained on ai and can reply on behalf of me in whatsapp.

I have two things that i need to sort out to finish GK-GS, Current affairs and Static GK

Geoguesser is fun.

Uploaded some of my previous dream entries. Check it out: https://blog.blackpiratex.com/tags/dream/

New blog post: Acievements in College Life https://blog.blackpiratex.com/achievements-in-college-life/

I want to have a button that opens a popup to comment on my posts. Idk how to do it tho. ¯_(ツ)_/¯

Website now uses Glassmorphic design, hehe. Use desktop for best experience. Give me feedback as where to improve.

I finally figured out how to get the texture while cooking chicken.

What is SSC doing? Eduquity is worse than TCS

Good nigjt. Im so tired

Vote fast. https://strawpoll.com/embed/kjn1DmaJ2yQ

This is to check that the website is working properly

The linux and FOSS community has lot of bengalis. (Im one)

Absensce of evidence is not evidence of absence.

New addition

I think nightmares and bad dreams have become part of me. Today I dreamt about ice age and Dinosaurs.

I earned 100rs today for my comp knowledge.

Check a computer if it’s working in girls’ hostel then bring it to our department and set it up.

Two more exams and 6 more days. College will be over. Bankura will be over. This is first time im going with the same people i came with

Added gallery functionality to this website. Im so sleepy bye

Some Beautiful shots from Maborosi

History never repeats exactly as it happened. But it does echo.

Maborosi

Japanese movies know how to capture sadness

China right now looks lot like WW1 era of USA and USA right now looks like WW1-2 era of United Kingdom

Meditation does work!! I had a bad dream because i didnt meditate. Other than that the nightmare situation improved.

One by one I have lost my friends. I have one aim now only one fucking aim

Triangle is heart and soul of Geometry

Im slow at math. I should practice practice practice

The path to spiritualism goes through materialism

If you like slow paced thriller

“You know what I think?" she says. “That people’s memories are maybe the fuel they burn to stay alive. Whether those memories have any actual importance or not, it doesn’t matter as far as the maintenance of life is concerned. They’re all just fuel. Advertising fillers in the newspaper, philosophy books, dirty pictures in a magazine, a bundle of ten-thousand-yen bills: when you feed ’em to the fire, they’re all just paper. The fire isn’t thinking ‘Oh, this is Kant,’ or ‘Oh, this is the Yomiuri evening edition,’ or ‘Nice tits,’ while it burns. To the fire, they’re nothing but scraps of paper. It’s the exact same thing. Important memories, not-so-important memories, totally useless memories: there’s no distinction–they’re all just fuel.” ― Haruki Murakami, After Dark

I don’t wanna share with anyone else, so here I’m posting it. I’ve to be consistent now. Thank you Gods

I am feeling so fucking bored. Don’t know what to do.

I studied for 5 hours today. 7 maths class and 1 GS. 10hrs of maths class in 3 hours. But it’s probably not enough.

Eighty years ago on this day WWII officially ended.

“So I have felt about this book also. It is mine and not wholly mine, as I am constituted today; it represents rather some past self of mine which has already joined that long succession of other selves that existed for a while and faded away, leaving only a memory behind. "

• Preface, The Discovery of India, Jawaharlal Nehru

I have persistent headache from the last sleep, where I had a nightmare

I have to stay here for two more days and I’m bored to death ¯_(ツ)_/¯

The heat is unbearable

I’m reading a story where its a love story between a girl who was gangraped and a guy who’s paralyzed from the neck below🙂

“Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it.” But equally dangerous are those who remember the past only to relive it, seeking justice through reversal, not reconciliation. The greatest service we can do to history is not to rewrite it, but to learn from it — with humility, not hubris.

Ghiblitrend

with mom With friends

I dont feel like eating but I should

🙂

Hugo version of this website has been updated. Now runs on 0.145.0

English mock analysis:

Frothed coffee tastes much better than unfrothed one

My website is failing again. I’m too lazy to fix

E-ink + smartwatch - > I wanna see that. Good luck Pebble.

As US leaves international organizations China can step up and exert its influence

5th sem is over. One more sem! Few more months!

Today’s mid day feeling sleepy

A common criticism of Indian Constitution is that it is made by lawyers, so its “Paradise for lawyers” but isn’t it good thing? Lawyers knows about loopholes in the Constitution which they can correctly remove and make it such that those loopholes cannot be misused easily

My SGPA throughout 4 semesters

I installed Diarium today, probably gonna use it.

There’s so many types of monogamy. Humans are serial monogamist. i.e. they are monogamous at a particular time, but would change partner after 2-3 years (in general, through all cultures). Which is roughly the same time between two childs.

[1/8, 4:53 PM] BlackPirate: Ajke bujhte Parlam keno coffee khele I dream so much [1/8, 4:54 PM] BlackPirate: It inhibits acetylcholineesterase [1/8, 4:54 PM] BlackPirate: So basically I have high concentration of ACH [1/8, 4:55 PM] BlackPirate: which means my dreams are more lucid

Hello internet!

Happy belated new year:)